Yesterday night msgging wif my babybooo. Tears keep on rolling all the way. Sit down at void desk talking all alone like crazy man. What to do,trying myself to tahan my tears from rolling down. Reached home,I take a bath and guess imagine my tears drop again. Omg! I swear I never feel this weak before. First time crying for the one that I love.

Babybooo,you will never know how much Iloveyou,how much you mean to me. I'm confuse with my mind,should I stay or should I go? I don't wanna hurt ur feelings again and again. I keep thinking about us,about what you going to give ur ans to EFA. I don't wanna be apart from you. I don't wanna be ur easier goodbye. I just want you to have a good life out there. Sometime I think I don't deserve you neither deserve the tears that you ever cried for me before. You have been patient wif me all this while. You understand me,you give me the support and strength in whatever things that I do. Baby,my tears dropping now. Haiz,nevermind continue typing. I just wanna let my feelings out here. We fight over my needs,ur career and over the meet up. You know that I abit mind with ur career for some reason. I'm trying my best to trust you babybooo. Seriously,I don't wanna history to be repeated again. If it's time for you to give ur ans to them,I guess wanna you to make ur decision wisely. Deep down my heart,I don't want you to go. I can't be apart from you. You are my everything. I redha Atas aperh pun yg Akan terjadi Nanti. I brought for you a bear and I wanna give you that. Babybooo,you are my everything. You are strength,my bestfriend,my girlfriend and my soul.

Will our love episode everlasting til my last breath?

What will happen next,tomorrow and all the way down?

I'm sowie for the hurt that I cause you.

I swear I'm gonna love you for the rest of my life.

Til we meet up soon.

Much love,

Ramzi Ashburn

hello earthlings..

this gonna be my first post for my very first blog.

i know im way too outdated hahaha .

hello 2011!.. time flies real fast huh

please dun ask me to summarise what i've done for the whole year.

achived what i aim for? - too good to be true.

doing well in school? - errr. lucky u if u saw me attending fr classes.

good results? - stoooooopid question.

changes of attitude? - a little bit betta laaahh.

got into trouble? - ahhhhhh. tuuurh tkderh.=)

doing something meaningful? - more of meaningless onesss. blame my frens for this.

more frens less enemy? - definitely people who wanna act big.

had crushes on anyone? - Baby Megan.

falling in love? - Read above!

found a job? - jyeahhh. i got one job. trying to save up money. hahaa. satu perubahan.=)

to be treasured? -i had crazy frens all around me. thanx for all those laughters n smiles u all brought me for the past 365 days. although u guys are big time irritaters. but still u guys lighten up my days. haha. n shall not forget im bless with a good mum n sisters and brothers. thanx for all those lil or big sacrifices u guys made for me all this years. appreciate it alot. iloveyou.

2011 resolution? - never cared abt all these shit before. should try it this year. haha. definitely i wanna be good human being. even if i cant. but atleast be a betta one then i am right now.

should really work on it.

p/s Ramzi Ashburn officially owns a blog.=)