Yesterday night msgging wif my babybooo. Tears keep on rolling all the way. Sit down at void desk talking all alone like crazy man. What to do,trying myself to tahan my tears from rolling down. Reached home,I take a bath and guess imagine my tears drop again. Omg! I swear I never feel this weak before. First time crying for the one that I love.

Babybooo,you will never know how much Iloveyou,how much you mean to me. I'm confuse with my mind,should I stay or should I go? I don't wanna hurt ur feelings again and again. I keep thinking about us,about what you going to give ur ans to EFA. I don't wanna be apart from you. I don't wanna be ur easier goodbye. I just want you to have a good life out there. Sometime I think I don't deserve you neither deserve the tears that you ever cried for me before. You have been patient wif me all this while. You understand me,you give me the support and strength in whatever things that I do. Baby,my tears dropping now. Haiz,nevermind continue typing. I just wanna let my feelings out here. We fight over my needs,ur career and over the meet up. You know that I abit mind with ur career for some reason. I'm trying my best to trust you babybooo. Seriously,I don't wanna history to be repeated again. If it's time for you to give ur ans to them,I guess wanna you to make ur decision wisely. Deep down my heart,I don't want you to go. I can't be apart from you. You are my everything. I redha Atas aperh pun yg Akan terjadi Nanti. I brought for you a bear and I wanna give you that. Babybooo,you are my everything. You are strength,my bestfriend,my girlfriend and my soul.

Will our love episode everlasting til my last breath?

What will happen next,tomorrow and all the way down?

I'm sowie for the hurt that I cause you.

I swear I'm gonna love you for the rest of my life.

Til we meet up soon.

Much love,

Ramzi Ashburn